Sun was out that day,
My mind Astray.
Steps quickening,
Faster than my heart was beating.
Then I saw you, from out of the blue you sprang,
I think my heart stopped and hung for a second.
I felt like the universe had beckoned for us to meet at that exact moment.
Tall, dark and handsome were the words I could describe you with from first glance,
Without knowing it, you put me in a trance.
You then did the unexpected and talked to me,
In my head you were so out of my league as far as I could see.
Asked my name I said it was Phoebe,
All the while walking me to my destination which was unknown to You or me…. kidding just you.
I gave you my number without hesitating,
Why? I think my heart didn’t give my mind enough time for contemplating.
Got to talking and before you know it I was falling hard hook, line and sinker,
Ended up screwing things because of my fear for relationships and getting hurt,
Kept throwing my insecurities at your face and I guess you finally had enough.
Sometimes I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things.
Like how we went to that restaurant During the Holidays and you were such a gentleman.
How you’d call late at night and we would talk about anything and nothing at all.
I wish we could turn back time to the good old days.
You know what’s the worst part it’s that I regret pushing you away.
I regret telling you I wasn’t good enough.
I regret not showing you any affection.
I regret not taking what we had to the next level.
Maybe things would have been fine if I tried being a little more loving, caring, more giving I guess I wasn’t.
Our story was short and sweet I wish it had been longer but we can’t always get what we want do we.
I just hope you find a person more deserving of you than I ever was and that she loves you deeply with every ounce of her being.
misskiboi 